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Tuesday, 27 April 2010

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    I Am Hollywood
    By He Is Legend
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    There's Something about..., But I Dont Want To

    There's  something about....

    Writing a poem on paper that does something for me that typing can't. It's intoxicating and it frees me in a way. It happens here too on xanga when i open the new post screen and just type not knowing where my thoughts will lead. Its invigorating. Life giving. However, I'm here at such a time because I'm anxious and antsy so much so that i just wrote a new poem.

    Warning: There's no real theme or subject.

    But I Don't Want To...

    Its like the music isn't loud enough,
    And I'm not proud enough,
    And my mind wont slow down enough,
    For me to go to sleep.
    All my efforts thwarted,
    Resistance is futile.
    Lie in bed and think.
    But I don't want to.
    Blow it out your ass.
    Shove it up your cunt.
    I'm just so tired there's nothing I want.
    And it's like, you're always on my mind,
    Never hard to find,
    Like I should just break down and cry.
    I should have, all that time ago.
    Mind is whirling,
    Heart is Screaming.
    And truthfully, what should I do?
    Lie in bed and think.
    But I don't want to.
    Take advice from me,
    Listen to that voice.
    I don't want to and its not my choice.
    And it's like the music,
    My mind,
    Isn't loud enough,
    Wont slow down enough.
    Lie in bed and...
    gods but I don't want to.

Monday, 26 April 2010

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    Scars On Broadway
    By Scars On Broadway
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    Untitled

    Warning: well you'll understand after you read it. of its not in poetry form you have to read it as fast as you cant to understand what my mind is doing to me

    Untitled

    Its everywhere, and everything is spinning, I cant, my mind is racing, breathe, but i cant my heart is pounding, see and there is nothing left. Its not for me, its not for me, but it is and i cant stop thinking it wont stop spinning. Shut my brain down. Slow my veins down.

Sunday, 25 April 2010

Thursday, 22 April 2010

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    A Crow Left of the Murder
    By Incubus
    Here in My Room
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    Darkness

    Warning: none really just like my old stuff with less description. Run-on next

    Darkness

    I want to swallow your heart should
    stop trying to stop my power is
    much greater that you have never
    faced anything like this is only
    part of what i want to devour the sweet
    taste of you screaming my name is darkness

Thursday, 15 April 2010

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    Sleep in Color
    By Jack Conte
    Eat
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    Ive lost my readers OH NO! Sex

    Ive lost my readers OH NO!


    So i've quite obviously lost most of you or youre as inactive as i was, and this makes me sad cause i get no votes when i want to post. Anyway i AM back now and intend to stay back. Also i have plans for the format ive been using for these poems. Im experimenting with it. I have a few (anger, jealousy, happiness) that i have yet to even try writing so give me and idea of how i should start one of those and if theres another you think i should do give me that word and ill try it out. So anyway the poem is below.

    Warning: Descriptive and vague, still run-on next format, not too long. Onwards my Loves!


    Sex


    Cant get enough of your body is
    so hot in the room is spinning so much
    I want more is coming
    outside and inside touch that
    spot is killing me slowly lick the
    path of sinners opens up and takes
    me screaming your name is sex

twilight_euphoria

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    • Name: Shana
    • Location: United States
    • Birthday: 10/3/1991
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 6/17/2007

About Me

  • (In-)Darkness, sweetness, heartless, demoness, lover, killer, lost, anguish, better, evil, alone, yours, timeless, harmless, beast, kiss, violent, beautiful, massacre, flame, void, burn, silence, death, laugh, kill, smile, pain, red, black, silence.(-sane)

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Chatboard (8)

  • Shadow_Masquerade
    you rock you are one of my favorite readers you are always sooo nice Rock ON \m/ \m/
  • Shadow_Masquerade
    among other types of art also
  • Shadow_Masquerade
    All kinds of art
  • Shadow_Masquerade
    yea i rarely get time to update plus I use deviantArt a lot more than any other site. I post all my Art there.
  • Shadow_Masquerade
    eh it happens... I don't always comment on peoples things either. depends on if I get the time
  • Shadow_Masquerade
    thanks for the comments... very much appreciated.
  • Shadow_Masquerade
    Hmmm... how about looking outside and writing what you see, describe it vividly, thats what i do sometimes. or look at whats around you in the room that you are in. Those are two things I've done to try and break writers block when it happens to me.
  • Shadow_Masquerade
    thanks for the coment, i'm working on that story and hoping i can write 500 pages or so
  • kanine5
    Where: Africa When: 2006 cat sounds, your face, meow!!! close your eyes.....ok, im embarassed! (imported from memories)
    • Posted 7/3/2007 2:37 AM
    • by kanine5